caprikrn

i'll think of you eyes open, eyes closed mind wandering, mind direct i'll think of you and when i'm without you, chest concave and empty hands clutched tightly, the tears only remind me and i'll think of you rocked to sleep by the trembling, with my cheeks stained strawberry, tonight, i'll dream of you

the velvet knight living in an unintended escape it seems everyone else is asleep what do they see? i see the light on the ceiling from the cracks in the shutters i hear the rain, a steady trill outside and i feel the inside of my chest is blackness. this velvet dream is keeping me awake life is not so easy now, nor will it ever be what lies in sleep if not the dream? i see the shimmering leaves' shadows on the brick wall i hear the rain, around my feet and i know you are sleeping behind those closed doors do i turn your mind velveteen? smooth and luxurious and keeping you awake at night? your eyelids are heavy. i see the beams spread w

memories blurred my nails painted black throat’s a touch hoarse hearing just out of tune no voices in my head, what am i supposed to do what am i supposed to feel those days i thought so golden so far from reach, even on tiptoe even on tiptoe